hi, my name is brittanyharless. i am 19yearsold,im from tuscaloosa,alabama. okay!this is my first blog.so im going to fill you in and tell you a little bit about myself hold on tight this could get interesting.i was born june 3,1990, when i was born my mom was 17 yeah so young to have a baby right! i never knew my dad i only know a name randall porter is what mygrandparents say sometimes i think about finding him but im just scared of the rejection i might get of him not wantin me in his life sometimes idc i just want to show him what he has missed out on for 19 years.okay!moving on,when i was 7months old ihad open heart surgery i had a hole in my heart so far everything is good at this moment.when i was little i had a semi-ok life i did sports(cheerleading, softball,beautywalks)etc. well, i have 2 sisters and 1 brother haley is 11 yrsold, hope is about to be 6yrsold,and my brother steven is 13. haley is alot like me when iwas her age she keeps to her self she plays softball wants to be a cheerleader but gets shy in frnt of big crowds.hope is the wild child she has red hair which none of us have steven is a pretty boy always gettin the girls star football player does everything me and him are really close.steven and haley live with there real dad tim jacobs they got taken away a couple years ago it was a sad day for my family.hope lives with my mom and her new husband.i live with my grandparents i have since i was 7 yrsold. well, lets tell you about my dating life. when i was 12 i had my first real b/f his name was chris we dated for like 2 years then his mom married into my family and we became cousins.after that i dated around til i 16 then my friend momo had this friend he decided to hook up with me, i remember that day like it was yesterday it was april4,2006.his name was tj 19 yrsold.the cutest guy ever.we started talkin after april4.then on april6,2006, he asked me to be his g/f! and isaid yes we were together everyday doing new and different things.me and my heart had never felt that way about a guy well, a couple of months went by and we moved in together at first it was amazing. then,we started going down hill and then we had our first break-up it hurt so bad,well a few weeks went by and he called and we worked things out then on june2,2007 i had moved in with my gparents bc meand mymom couldnt get along well tj couldnt go with me and at that point we were slowly falling apart bc people were coming in between us andd didnt want us to be together.so on my 17th birthday june3,2007 i got a phone with tj breaking up with me on my b-day it was the worst day ever!well, after that day i decided i needed to let him go and never look back just moveon with my life i was still young,well,a month went by and one-day i ran into tj at foodworld and we started talking again.soon enough we were back together,then as time went around i found out i was prego i was so scared so i ranaway with tj then at 6wks i had a mis-carriage its was sad and painful me and tj cried all night in each others arms. then, as time with him got better i had madde a mistake and cheatedd on tj after that happen he gave me a 2nd chance then we move next to his mom,andd on april6, our 1year, tj told that he thought i diddnt want him anymore,so we broke-up and he went & slept with a girl that same night i had no familyto run too i gave them up for him so i had to leave with his mom,the whole time he was gone i worried bc he just lashed out and was being wild a week later on a weddensday i got a call fromhim sayin he was at our house would i please talk tohim, so i did and i gave him a 2nd chance later he admitted to sleeping with that girl, then a few months tj decided to join the army and we decided to get married on june23,2008. after that we moved to fort benning,ga it was a crazy year but we got through it. to make long story come short me and tj have been together almost 5years, and have been married almost 2years. like most couples we are still tryin to make things work we have our badd/good.but there is only one thing i can say im deeply in love with tj harless he is my bestfriend the love of my life i see myself growing old with him and having kids one-day im crazy about that boy.ilove'em! finally,i know ive been talkin forever so im going to rap this thing up for the day. i know my life isnt boring but it aint that great i live day by day and ihope something changes soon! its just a everyday life!
peace&love!
